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Mon Coeur by annieheart12, literature

Nothing Left by annieheart12, literature

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Nothing Left

When the cost of living becomes too high Just cast a glance To the sky Where all of eternity Is full of regret Of expectations Never met Where all the stars and constellations that you can see Have lifetimes ago Ceased to be And you think about how all you are and all you know Are doomed to be lost in the tides Pulled down inthe masses' undertow We are nothing Just accept the fact There is nothing to do But to act

Back Through the Mirror by annieheart12, literature

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Back Through the Mirror

I'm becoming friends with the monsters in my head They stay with me all the time and cuddle me in bed They undress my soul, molest my mind Biting down on every weakness they find They've burrowed into this cheap human shell So that they can make each moment alone a living hell Rip at my skin, tear at my flesh Cover old scars with blood that is fresh Old wounds once forgotten open up anew All because I'm feeling myself caring for you Want to run far, want to run fast But the pursuer is my own past You scare me witless, terrify me with the way you care Once again I am Alice led astray by a waist-coated white hare

Brevity by annieheart12, literature

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Brevity

On the night when worlds meet at the veils of existence I had a dream It left me with a cold grip in my heart and a burning acid in my veins It wasn't the first, and surely won't be my last But in this night I felt it more clearly than I saw it And it left me in fear I had never before known Nor ever want to have again For it felt as if I had walked in a night of a world at-end It had not the feel of the world I live in. The light filtered differently through the air as if the very composition of whatever the inhabitants existed in was not the same as what I am now. Gravity as a force felt odd, but not so fully as I moved down a long dark ca

Untitled by annieheart12, literature

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Untitled

Why can't I just believe Everything you say? It would make me so happy Give me a place to belong People who want me People who need me People who just like that I'm here But why can't I accept it? Why must this doubt linger? Linger in the depths of my mind The corners or my heart And make my belly feel full of stones This doubt that weighs me down Weighs me down and sinks me These words that have the ability But lack the power to free me Spoken to me by these people These people who can see me It has happened several times Yet it has always seemed to crumble Always always because of me Because I'm too much trouble They tire of my shifty mo

One-walled Home by annieheart12, literature

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One-walled Home

People come People go With each loss There is room to grow Pain is felt Lessons are learned Cries are voiced Bridges are burned Your heart blurs your vision You trip on the lies Your heart gets broken The truth clears your eyes You feel reborn from the fire And you feel the heat in your veins That keeps you from giving up That gets you through the winds and the rains Maybe someday You will meet your iron wall That will keep you upright That will catch you when you fall If that day comes for you I envy you but a tiny bit Because in my heart It is just another chance to get hit Disturbing mind I have All weakness and a bitter heart Never

DEAR: Diary by annieheart12, literature

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DEAR: Diary

Wanting, wanting Lost in the need Not in material But loneliness is my greed Not in attention I'm not that breed of whore Just someone to be near Is what I ask for I don't want a warm body I don't want romance I just want to be known More than just a glance I don't want a lover Just a place to belong Just somebody to love me Is that so wrong? I never feel wanted A central flaw Thrown away so often Guess the heart string is raw I get scared all too easy Afraid that I'm a bore It goes back to the time To when I let myself be whored I just want to please It is just that simple Everyone wants rough When what I need is gentle I'm afraid of

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The Truth Hits Hard by annieheart12, literature

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The Truth Hits Hard

My mind is a void Fill it with noise Heart full of doubt And things God's only heard about Fill me up by breaking in Screaming muscles, ripping skin Give me something easy to know Inflict on me a memory that will show Just this once I'll let down my guard So just hit me once, twice, again and hard Let down your inhibitions and give me all you've got Keep going, don't slow down, don't look at what you've wrought Don't begin to care, not when you've made it this far Just for once, hurt me in a way that will scar Forget the facade of love and sweetness, and give me all your hate Because I always saw through the lies, now I want to know ho

Strange Love by annieheart12, literature

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Brevity by annieheart12, literature

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DEAR: Diary by annieheart12, literature

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The Truth Hits Hard by annieheart12, literature

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The Truth Hits Hard

Strange Love by annieheart12, literature

Untitled by annieheart12, literature

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Lost in the middle Covered in dust Left behind, a happy smile That no one looks beyond You put on a mask That's what they see They don't look closer And look elsewhere I am too shy to scream out Too self-conscious to let go My over-confident words hide what is behind The cold, the hurt, the broken little heart I find something That makes me happy And just as I feel like I have a place It is taken away. And people wonder why I leave. Because leaving is better Than being forgotten.

Sinking Ships by annieheart12, literature

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Sinking Ships

All alone Chilled to the bone Can't think straight Wrong side of Hell's gate Gotta get out of here But my escape is stopped by my own fear Fear of love, fear of loss Fears that I can't pay the cost Fear of pain, fears of an end Fears my friends can't comprehend I'm on my own Not wanted til I'm gone It may be too late That sinking ship has its fate. Fight to the end, fight to the last Trying to run away from my creeping past

Fired Upon by annieheart12, literature

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Happy holidays from deviantART!

Dec 25, 2012

'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through dA, Not a troll was stirring, nor Grinch in his sleigh. Deviations were hung in digital Galleries with care, In hopes that +Favourites soon would be there. The n00bs were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of Daily Deviations danced in their heads. And Fella in his 'kerchief, and spyed (https://www.deviantart.com/spyed) with his night-light, Had just settled down to log-off for the night, When over in the Forums there arose such a clatter, Fella sprang back online to see what was the matter. To the browser window he flew like a flash, Tore open the tabs and refreshed the cache. When what to his art-loving ey

On My Sleeve by Korrin, literature

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On My Sleeve

I gently outlined it- with a dotted line Knowing bit by bit that it might hurt But I did it still, A N Y W A Y knowing that it was a good thing I cut on the line s l o w l y to make no mistakes Mulitple times I needed to cut so carefully so-- there wouldn't be any mistakes and once it was done I sewed myself back together and took the needle and thread and sewed it onto my sleeve Wearing it for all to see It would be a good idea or so someone said at a time but when I came around With it out on my sleeve they all ran and screamed I didn't get w h y Why would they run? Why would they scream? it really bothered me t

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

June 29
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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~I started with doodles and then people wanted to buy them, so I decided I wanted to get better. I like to take pictures whenever I can, even though I don't have the best resources at my disposal.

I love to expand my repertoire of knowledge whenever I can. The imperfections that occur when drawing with ink make it interesting and a challenge I suppose.

~I give credit for my icon to

! Thanks so much!

~I am 21, and wandering the United States

Favourite Visual Artist

My sister!

Favourite Movies

Too many... A few? The Breakfast Club, anything by Miyazaki, Fluke, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Disney movies, Final Fantasy

Favourite TV Shows

Too many... A few? Psych, House, Bones, Anime (waaaay to many), Merlin, the News, Master Chef, Lidia's Italy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

kanon wakeshima, orchestra music, screamo, metal, alt. rock, most anything.

Favourite Books

Waaaay too many... A few? Manga, Inheritance series, Hunger Games, Eona series, Maximum Ride series.

Favourite Writers

Too many! A few? Tamora Pierce, James Patterson, Sarah Dellen, Jacqueline Carey, Cayla Kluver

Favourite Games

Too many! A few? Final Fantasy VII-X-2, Legend of Zelda, Metal Gear Solid, Harvest Moon, Skyrim, Resident Evil

Favourite Gaming Platform

I like Nintendo and PlayStation products. Haven't tried XBOX

Tools of the Trade

Pencils, ballpoint pen(s), anodized aluminum and copper, Conte sticks, my Dad's iPhone

Other Interests

Hmm... Too many. :D Reading alot, writing alot, baking alot, capturing forever anything beautiful on camera, roleplaying as much as possible, my cat is my master...

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annieheart12

Aug 18, 2016

Next Stop Is...?!

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Hey guys, Leaving for Colorado, found my soul mate. She's the beauty in the night sky and the peace in the rain. Sorry this is short, but, gotta head to bed. Annie Out

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annieheart12

May 19, 2016

Long time, no see ya?

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Hello everyone, who is still here. I've been gone a long while hmm..? I'm still alive, though that was a hard journey to stay there. I've been in and out of some places, done some things to get better. I've been travelling and working. Trying so hard to learn new stuff, find good food, smile. Learn myself a bit better. Last few years have been hard, with the dark times, and with people and experiences. But I'm thoroughly happy to have gone through them to arrive here. The tears and the blood and the sweat. It got me here the way i needed it. I won't be here much, if at all. Chances of uploads of art are low, since I'm working alot, trying

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annieheart12

Mar 14, 2014

Hullo everyone

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Hoy all! It sure has been a while... I'm sorry. I had taken some time off school and things because...well. I kept getting sick ^^;  I haven't been on here because..so many triggering things hang around sometimes. -sigh- And some distance from certain...things never hurt anyone amiright? Any ways, some good news.  I'm doing better. I'm sleeping again, though haven't gotten a *normal* schedule yet. I'm eating again, for the most part due to my amazing boyfriend who has been great to me and for me. :blush:  Long distance sucks, of course, but we make it work. It's always possible for those who try hard and are willing to work at it, ya know